No way!!! So where were we.....
So, I drove excitedly to the hotel and pulled into the car park, i had agreed to text him when I arrived. He had spent the day bombarding me with texts about how excited he was to meet, couldn't wait etc, etc.. well as I walked towards the hotel entrance and a guy walked towards me - my first thought was he looked like a rat! (hence the letter R), I know you are probably thinking how mean I sound but see what you think once you know the whole story! So not quite as his picture and they say a camera never lies!!
He smiled almost creepily at me and leaned in brushing his mouth against my ear as he whispered how fantastic I looked. Well I had got dressed up so I thought what the hell, he might have a nice personality and I could have a nice evening! We went into the hotel bar where he ordered a coke and I had a spritzer. I know what you're thinking, boring get on with it...but this detail will become clear as to why I am re-telling it. We took our drinks to a quiet corner and we began to make small talk, at one point he leant toward we and said 'I have strawberries in my room, do you want to come and share them?' I declined politely (inside I was squirming in embarrassment) and at that point I knew that Mr R would most definitely not be the one!!
He asked me after about an hour whether I wanted to enjoy a passionate night with him! Who was he
kidding, at this stage he looked even more like a rat all he needed was a raincoat to complete the creepy picture. I am always polite, or at least I try to be, but in this game you need to be honest! I told him gently that I did not feel attracted to him, not only that I was dying of thirst he had not offered another drink even though we had both finished over half an hour ago, we had also talked about
having a meal in the hotel restaurant but this seemed far off his agenda now!
After I delivered the news to him that no I would not be spending the night, no I did not want to share his strawberries and no I did definitely not want to meet again he announced he needed to leave. So that's just what we did......I went to my car and he went in the other direction not so much as a glance or a wave from either...
He had obviously made up his mind he was there for a quickie and had no intention of participating in any build up. Well wham bam thank you ma'am I was not looking for, at least not with him lol!
It was the feeling that I took from the time with him that to be honest made me retreat away from the task at hand. I felt cheapened by it, he had taken what to me to that point was a journey I was embarking on which was both thrilling and sexy and turned it into a dirty experience. Inside I decided that maybe this was not for me......
So that's where I was, and where am I now you may ask......well with a smile on my face !! Over the last year a guy, who we will call Mr I, as 'I' think he may be the one......has sent me a few texts. We spoke way back when I was still in the 'game' so to speak....he was new to this way of life too and not sure of where or when he wanted to go with the feelings he had. At the time, we spoke for a long time one day, he was fun, made me smile and nice to talk to and by the end I told him that he needed to be sure before he took the plunge to find the right person to share the experience with....we left it there at the time but as I said he sent a few texts, which I didn't respond to as I wasn't sure any longer how I felt about it the whole experience.
Anyway about a week ago he sent another friendly text, so yesteday I responded with one of my own - I had thought what the hell why shouldnt I not have something fun for me, something sexy and just mine. Well the text was just the beginning, after a day going back and forth we talked today...
He's fun makes me laugh, flirts uncontrollably which is lovely and is sexy with it. It was so easy to talk to him we just clicked...the next step.? We are trying to meet up this week, the true test and the worries resurface - will he like what he sees, will I, will we both wantto take the next step.....exciting being on the precipice of something forbidden and wonderfully decadent.....watch this space!
Lips x
having a meal in the hotel restaurant but this seemed far off his agenda now!
After I delivered the news to him that no I would not be spending the night, no I did not want to share his strawberries and no I did definitely not want to meet again he announced he needed to leave. So that's just what we did......I went to my car and he went in the other direction not so much as a glance or a wave from either...
He had obviously made up his mind he was there for a quickie and had no intention of participating in any build up. Well wham bam thank you ma'am I was not looking for, at least not with him lol!
It was the feeling that I took from the time with him that to be honest made me retreat away from the task at hand. I felt cheapened by it, he had taken what to me to that point was a journey I was embarking on which was both thrilling and sexy and turned it into a dirty experience. Inside I decided that maybe this was not for me......
So that's where I was, and where am I now you may ask......well with a smile on my face !! Over the last year a guy, who we will call Mr I, as 'I' think he may be the one......has sent me a few texts. We spoke way back when I was still in the 'game' so to speak....he was new to this way of life too and not sure of where or when he wanted to go with the feelings he had. At the time, we spoke for a long time one day, he was fun, made me smile and nice to talk to and by the end I told him that he needed to be sure before he took the plunge to find the right person to share the experience with....we left it there at the time but as I said he sent a few texts, which I didn't respond to as I wasn't sure any longer how I felt about it the whole experience.
Anyway about a week ago he sent another friendly text, so yesteday I responded with one of my own - I had thought what the hell why shouldnt I not have something fun for me, something sexy and just mine. Well the text was just the beginning, after a day going back and forth we talked today...
He's fun makes me laugh, flirts uncontrollably which is lovely and is sexy with it. It was so easy to talk to him we just clicked...the next step.? We are trying to meet up this week, the true test and the worries resurface - will he like what he sees, will I, will we both wantto take the next step.....exciting being on the precipice of something forbidden and wonderfully decadent.....watch this space!
Lips x
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