What happened next?

This moment had been a long time coming.....as we kissed the lust grew, as that's what it was, no beating about the bush, we had met as strangers both searching for an escape, a brief encounter, hopefully filled with passion, some fun and it goes without saying....great sex!!

This story is only now really just beginning, I was crossing the threshold, now their would be no going back.....so here goes!!

Mr I made it clear that he wanted me naked, he pushed the delicate straps down over my arms, sliding my underwear down, I slipped out of my killer heels...realising in stockinged feet how tall he was as he towered above me.  Watching me intently his breathing rushed, he removed his shirt, unzipping his trousers, my eyes were drawn to his cock as it sprang to attention from his boxers.  Inwardly I smiled as I saw he was endowed with a nice thick member.  Ok, ok I know it's not the size of your wand but the way that you wave it, but let's face it if I had been faced with a walnut it would have been a great let down, after all I was here for some good sex!!

I too slipped out of the remainder of my clothes, feeling literally naked and exposed before him.  I sank to my knees in front of him, my tongue flicked at the end of his hot cock as I cupped his balls gently and delicately traced them with my nails.  Slowly, slowly I took him in my mouth taking his full length deeply and then drawing back just as slowly.  As he let out a loud moan I ran my tongue over the head and down over his balls, up again to take his full length, he bent over and massaged my breast with one hand the other firmly placed against the back of my head as he lent against my mouth. His breathing became faster as he moved slowly back and forth almost rhythmically rocking as his moans grew louder.

Taking my hands from his balls he gently raised me to standing, pulling me to him and crushing my lips, it was clear Mr I had plans......he pushed me gently back across the bed, lowering himself over me, he moved his leg parting mine and exposing my wet pussy.  His hand moved down across my belly, over my mound and finding my pussy lips he moved his fingers over my clit as it swelled beneath his touch.  Alternating between pushing his fingers inside me and stroking my clit I could feel the waves growing inside me.

He moved his hand, travelling up my body...our eyes met and a slow smile spread across his face,I met his gaze almost shly...it was clear he was eager to feel my pussy around his cock...

At that point, between gasps, I said 'safe sex only', he laughed lightly, reaching over the bed and swiftly removed a pack of condoms from his discarded trousers brandishing the packet triumphantly....'Ive come prepared' he said, laughing, I said 'so did I' as I too reached for the condoms next to the bed that I had bought..he laughed in response.

He lent back not taking his eyes from me, as he tore the packet of the condom.  My hand found it's way to my swollen clit as i rubbed gently, he watched as he rolled the condom over his thick swollen shaft.  Pushing my legs further apart he positioned himself and gently eased into me, my pussy gripping him as he moved further inside me.  I arched, meeting his thrusts as he moved back and forth, he moved to raise my legs high towards my shoulders exposing my pussy and allowing him to enter me deeper....his tempo increased, I could feel his intense  thickness sliding up against the wall of my pussy rubbing the most sensitive part.

Well Mr I has stamina, we moved through various positions during the next 30 or so minutes, he sat back while he fucked me hard, I played with my clit as he groped  my breasts, he rolled us on our sides and thrust deeply, he had my legs over his shoulders opening me up even further as our passion rose. He laid upon me his hand behind my head, fingers curled in my hair, his other hand in the small of my back pulling me even closer too him.  It was clear he was waiting for me to climax, beads of sweat were appearing on his forehead and his breathing was coming faster. Waves of delicious warmth grew deep inside me, I raised my hips as the speed of his thrusting grew more intense. I cried out loudly, moaning as my strong climax exploded, heat searing through me, as he continued to move inside me, once again my pussy tensed as I exploded again.  As I cried out again his mouth crushed down upon mine as he too exploded groaning loudly against my lips, his body tensing. He raised his head a slow smile spreading across his face. I smiled up at him, as he rolled to the side.  Both of us spent, we lay on the bed each of us in our own special place...

Well I had done it! Not bad I thought as he raised himself on one arm and passed me a glass of wine. So was this the awkward bit? What do you say to someone you had just had great sex with, who you hardly really knew......do you make your excuses and leave, do you stay and make polite conversation?  Well, I was too warm and fuzzy to think of doing anything, I gratefully sipped the wine he had passed me, the cold liquid seeping down my throat a welcome relief to the hot feeling inside me.

He lay, relaxed and naked across the bed, not shy, not demanding anything....and that's how we lay for a while, talking, laughing, no demands were made no excuses had to be said it was easy and very sexy.  I pulled a pillow to me and cuddled it close, aware of my naked form which his eyes passed over as we talked....'well I've got a while yet, what shall we do now?' He asked...a cheeky sparkle in his eye and a boyish grin on his face.  I could see where this was going as he pulled the pillow I was holding gently from me and picked up another condom..............

So here goes.....

So to re-cap as it's been far too long without updating you all on this journey....

I had met with Mr I and things looked promising but as usual the daily lot of work and family left no time to continue with my adventure.  Not only that, feeling so close that I was now to the finale I was plagued with doubts...why would I want to do this, how could I betray those I loved, how could I think of taking this step. Now some of you may think yes indeed how could she? What does she want - her cake and eat it too!! I AM in a happy marriage, I have a fantastic sex life at home.  I'm not looking for a substitute or an excuse for a way out!! This is purely sexual, an extension to my own fantasy, no ties, no regrets!

It took me a while to come to terms with the above, I wrestled inwardly for a number of weeks, hence my quietness on the blog - apologies to all who were awaiting the next chapter.....

So here goes, Mr I and I had continued to exchange the odd text, but I even went quiet in answering him due to my doubts during this time.  At one point he text me to say 'I gather you have changed your mind?' And then when I didn't respond 'so goodbye pretty lady'.  I felt awful that he would think I had led him on, but I needed to set things straight in my own head first and be confident in my own decision.  Confidence is a key in a situation such as this, you can't be a shrinking violet and enter into a full blown hot sexual encounter!!

So, one day I just text him to say 'Hi, so still want to meet?' With my mind made up, now I wanted to feel the sexual buzz you get the first time, I needed the whole experience, the build up, which is almost as important as the act itself....needless to say he came back very quickly, eager to continue where we had left off.

After various phone chats, we agreed a date.  It was in a couple of weeks so gave me time to plan. Not sure if you may have gathered but I like to be in control of situations!  So this gave me a perfect stage to work my magic.

I bought a rather sexy black and pink number, lace topped stockings and killer black heels to top it off.
My plan was to arrive at our chosen hotel first and change into something more comfortable! I wanted to open the door when he arrived dressed to kill in just my sexy bedroom underwear and a smile :) just to watch his reaction would be the biggest turn on. The power that that one act could give me would be thrilling....just planning it made me tingle all over and damp with excitement.

So the day arrived, I had spent the previous evening, beautifying myself in all the rights places - as I'm sure you ladies out there will understand! I was leaving early from work, and, oh my god was it hard to concentrate on anything throughout the day.  Meetings became a blur, god knows what I agreed to in my dazed state! All day I played and replayed the one moment when he arrived.

I left work early so I would have a good two hours before he arrived. Checking into the hotel I was sure they knew what I was up too, like I had it stamped on my forehead!!  Once I had my key and found the room it was time for preparations to begin.  I had planned this with military precision so knew exactly what to do.....shower, moisturise every inch, hair, make-up, perfume, underwear....it was supposed to relax me, my planning, but my hand shook as I applied my make-up, my mouth was dry as I dressed and beads of perspiration broke out when I was curling my hair......

Mr I text me through the couple of hours,asking if I was sure I was ok, that I hadn't changed my mind, re-assuring me it was ok if I had and we could just have a drink together again.  It was good to know that he was thinking of how I felt and gave me renewed confidence in what we were about to do.  He asked me what I wanted him to do when he first got there.  I said 'pass me a glass of wine (I had asked he stop at the bar on the way in when he arrived, I had said only then would I give him the room number!), then pull me to him and kiss me, and run his hands over my body'.  I think that did the trick as he announced he was nearly with me.....

There was then a soft knock at the door, one last look in the mirror and I walked confidently to the door.  As I opened it and stepped back in his eyes took in my appearance as his gaze swept over me, 'oh wow!' he said.  Softly closing the door behind him he pulled me to him, once against him I could feel he was already hard, his lips came down, crushing mine passionately our breathing coming fast as the passion erupted.  His hands travelled over my shoulders down my sides, moving to cup my breasts, gently squeezing them through the thin material,  my nipples hardening beneath his touch I left out a soft moan as his hand travelled further to between my legs as he felt the affect of our touch........

It's been too long....

So once again life stepped in and fantasy was put on the back burner.  Why is it we are prepared to place on hold our own feelings to satisfy others? The demands of work, being a wife and mother took over from my own wish to satisfy my desire....or was it that nerves overtook me and I began to question 'could I do this?', 'this is wrong', 'could I live with myself afterwards', questions I had gone over time and time again....

So an update, where were we? Oh yes, the meet with mr I was on the cards! Well it happened, I met this  tall, fairly good looking guy, he was smartly dressed and well spoken, a little twinkle in his eye but a true gent all the time we talked over a glass or two of wine, he was pleasant, talked a lot about himself, as if to impress maybe? Or to coverup his obvious nerves! Seeing this in him filled me with confidence, that I could have this affect on another man!

Upon leaving he walked me to my car, as he drew close I felt his warm breath as he lent down to kiss me, his arms closing as he pulled me to him, his breath becoming sharper as our kisses grew in intensity.

His hand lowered grazung my back and moving further down squeezing my right bum cheek, pulling me towards him as I felt the obvious affect of our embrace.  His other hand cupped my breast and then lowered until he brushed over the front of my pussy tracing the edge of my pantie line with his finger. His breath was short as we parted and there was the unsaid moment when I believe if situation would have allowed things would have progressed....but.....we left each other both going our separate ways, him saying he would be in touch me thinking maybe, just maybe he was the one!!!

Lips x

Tomorrow's the day!!!

Over the last few days I have been swapping texts and calls with a potential....Potential what I hear you ask? Well maybe a guy to have a pleasant evening with, a friend, or a friend with benefits.....

We have joked about the fact that we have passed the tests so far, the texts, the calls, both flirting and chatting easily but the final test is the meet. Mr I as I will refer to my new 'friend' has announced that I've passed the test already, that we have clicked so well there is nothing else for me to do to convince him! A big statement to live up to...

Mr I has revealed he has had 5 meets, none of which evolved into anything more, he has found out, as I have, people are not all they say,or in fact anything like the pictures that they post! He has a bit of a jaded view of the experience to date but as said I have made him feel more than he has felt in a while...again a lot to live up to!

The normal routine I have adopted the few times before has begun, the beautifying process ...along with choosing the right clothes. Something elegant, a bit sexy but not brash and definitely not cheap.

They say you make the first impression in the first 30 seconds, and a further 30 seconds to change the other persons mind.....so I hope a sexy dress and boots will both show off my assets and send the right message!

How much fun has it been over the last few days, to be flirted with, to have the attention of a new man, to be lusted over and used in someone's else's fantasy - the excitement is building and I am sure tomorrow night as the time draws closer to meet this will be mixed with a sprinkle of nerves in anticipation of passing the final test...

Lips 11

Mr R......

Bet you all thought I was going to leave you all out on a limb again.......

No way!!! So where were we.....

So, I drove excitedly to the hotel and pulled into the car park, i had agreed to text him when I arrived.  He had spent the day bombarding me with texts about how excited he was to meet, couldn't wait etc, etc.. well as I walked towards the hotel entrance and a guy walked towards me - my first thought was he looked like a rat! (hence the letter R), I know you are probably thinking how mean I sound but see what you think once you know the whole story! So not quite as his picture and they say a camera never lies!!

He smiled almost creepily at me and leaned in brushing his mouth against my ear as he whispered how fantastic I looked.  Well I had got dressed up so I thought what the hell, he might have a nice personality and I could  have a nice evening!  We went into the hotel bar where he ordered a coke and I had a spritzer. I know what you're thinking, boring get on with it...but this detail will become clear as to why I am re-telling it.  We took our drinks to a quiet corner and we began to make small talk, at one point he leant toward we and said 'I have strawberries in my room, do you want to come and share them?' I declined politely (inside I was squirming in embarrassment) and at that point I knew that Mr R would most definitely not be the one!!

He asked me after about an hour whether I wanted to enjoy a passionate night with him! Who was he

kidding, at this stage he looked even more like a rat all he needed was a raincoat to complete the creepy picture.  I am always polite, or at least I try to be, but in this game you need to be honest!  I told him gently that I did not feel attracted to him, not only that I was dying of thirst he had not offered another drink even though we had both finished over half an hour ago, we had also talked about
having a meal in the hotel restaurant but this seemed far off his agenda now!


After I delivered the news to him that no I would not be spending the night, no I did not want to share his strawberries and no I did definitely not want to meet again he announced he needed to leave.  So that's just what we did......I went to my car and he went in the other direction not so much as a glance or a wave from either...

He had obviously made up his mind he was there for a quickie and had no intention of participating in any build up.  Well wham bam thank you ma'am I was not looking for, at least not with him lol!

It was the feeling that I took from the time with him that to be honest made me retreat away from the task at hand.  I felt cheapened by it, he had taken what to me to that point was a journey I was embarking on which was both thrilling and sexy and turned it into a dirty experience.  Inside I decided that maybe this was not for me......

So that's where I was, and where am I now you may ask......well with a smile on my face !! Over the last year a guy, who we will call Mr I, as 'I' think he may be the one......has sent me a few texts.  We spoke way back when I was still in the 'game' so to speak....he was new to this way of life too and not sure of where or when he wanted to go with the feelings he had.  At the time, we spoke for a long time one day, he was fun, made me smile and nice to talk to and by the end I told him that he needed to be sure before he took the plunge to find the right person to share the experience with....we left it there at the time but as I said he sent a few texts, which I didn't respond to as I wasn't sure any longer how I felt about it the whole experience.

Anyway about a week ago he sent another friendly text, so yesteday  I responded with one of my own - I had thought what the hell why shouldnt I not have something fun for me, something sexy and just mine.  Well the text was just the beginning, after a day going back and forth we talked today...



He's fun makes me laugh, flirts uncontrollably which is lovely and is sexy with it.  It was so easy to talk to him we just clicked...the next step.? We are trying to meet up this week, the true test and the worries resurface - will he like what he sees, will I, will we both wantto take the next step.....exciting being on the precipice of something forbidden and wonderfully decadent.....watch this space!


Lips x

Life got in the way!

For all you followers out there please accept my apologies for leaving you all on the edge....

Life, family, work demanded attention and my foray into the forbidden was pushed aside.  So, for the last months I have lost 'me' a bit and have neglected my needs and wants. But no more!!!!!

I'm back and as hungry as ever to explore my wild and dangerous side.

So, where were we, I think you all deserve an update on where I left off...........

Mr B, the shy retiring good looking guy, well we met.......talked niceties over a glass or two but no spark, I tried really I did, he's good looking, well spoken, educated - too nice!!! How awful does that sound, I want to be treated well by a guy who showers me in attention and lights the fire that's smouldering deep inside me, but who is also strong, fun, takes control - a real man's man!  How cliched does that sound? Mr B I'm afraid that's not you, we kissed and he put all his passion into it (or so it seemed) groaning with lust, I just found it just warm and wet (and not in a good way)and frankly the groaning did nothing but make me wonder when I could politely make my excuses and leave! So Mr B is finally crossed off the list!

Mr C and I met as well, good looking, tall quite sexy. Mmm i thought at first glance... We spent the evening talking about a his personal problems as he explained he was leaving his wife (slightly off putting) but there was some flirting, touching lightly as we brushed together occasionally.  When we left we walked to my car where he took me gently in his asms, his passion rising as our mouths grew more insistent. His hands wandered brushing my breasts and moving down to squeeze my bum..,,we came up for air and I could see the effect that I had had on him as I spotted the straining bulge in his jeans...

We agreed to talk again and I drove away a light flush in my cheeks and my breath slightly faster than it had been at the start....could this be the one......well don't get all excited our next conversations
were ALL about him and his ex-wife!! He may have been a good looking guy but he had way too much baggage...I told him he would need to sort his own life out first and then if he was still interested to get in touch. That was the best decision all round I needed a no strings attached escapism experience not to be an agony aunt.

So I began my search again, a new guy who we will call Mr R (the letter R will become clear soon) got in touch he sounded really nice and we ended up speaking on the phone.  He seemed nice and wanted to meet up.  So.... A date was set at a local hotel bar in the country, nice setting, out of the way so no chance of bumping into anyone we both knew! I choose my outfit, black sexy dress, stockings, satin high heels, basque - well it's best to be prepared.....