The pitfalls of being a potential mistress!!

So, where was I? A rendezvous was planned for last Sunday with Mr D. Low and behold I received a text in the morning that he couldn't get away as his wife had changed her plans. How gutted was I! We had spoken on the phone again and boy was he sexy! He can chat for England and is so easy to talk with has a great sense of fun about him and just the right about of boyish flirtation!

I was really looking forward to actually being face to face with this guy and now his wife had put the mockers on it! I actually felt quite indignant in a way that he could not create the 'perfect excuse' to see me! Wasn't I worth it? His text was apologetic and said how 'gutted' he was, which went a little way to placate me. Plus he called later when he managed to escape and we spoke for about 40 mins, quite a while for two people who haven't even met! He told me how much he wanted to kiss me when we met and how sexy I sounded on the phone...so I'll let him off this one time.

It's a really odd situation to be in , never considered myself as the 'other woman' but that's what I am I suppose..The deceit that you have to go to, the lies you have to create to have the excitement we seek. You try not to consider the other innocent parties in this, try to just separate what we are doing from your and their normal life, like the two don't actually affect each other, just run parallel it's not until something appears like the other party rearing their head and the consequence affects our plans that you have to admit that there are others affected by our actions!!!

So, has that made me want to see him less, has the guilt overcome my need! No!! We are now talking or texting ( what did we do before mobiles?)most days, learning more about each other and trying between both our busy normal lives to get together. We have a date pencilled in for this Sunday, as long as he can find a good excuse! Although I have been honest with him and said that if he wants to do this, honesty is really out of the window! I think he sees that as he keeps saying how much he needs and wants to meet! May be onto a good thing with this one, who knows...

On another front, Mr B, who I had to cancel and is still it appears very keen, I'm meeting tomorrow for a quiet drink. Have reservations as he seems to be a lovely guy, he just doesn't make me tingle when we talk like Mr D. However, I'm trying to be open minded, he could be brimimg over with passion and whisk me off my feet - don't think so somehow!! Will fill you in with the gory details when they happen!!

I have also been in touch with another guy, now is now known as Mr E. He is more local to me and our message banter has been very flirty. He seems very nice, looks like a fairly good looking tall rugby player and as an added bonus he is very keen to meet up soon too. We are at present emailing each other so we can arrange a date!

3, I have three men, all telling me how lovely, sexy and funny I am, all wanting me and to meet up. Life could not get better!!!!!!

Lips x