Let me explain...

I've noticed that one question always asked is 'have you done this before?'. The guys who have, are always it appears honest, some have indulged quite a few times and seem very matter of fact that it has become part of their life. Some stories come out that past affairs have continued for a number of months, stopping when one or other party begins to feel or have more than the initial buzz of sexual excitement.

However, there are those, like me, new to this, venturing with trepidation and excitement into this forbidden realm. Their messages carry more emotion in them, they underline the 'discretion required' and that they just need to 'put something back into their lives' still saying though that they are happy at home! If we were all so happy why would we be here? If we were getting everthing we needed what more can we want? Me, I have a great family, fantastic husband and a full sex life, this is an experience to me an extension to my own sexuality, maybe I just need to say I have 'done it' before it's too late!!! Or maybe we all feel we need to state a reason to justify it...

Just the thought of what maybe to come, makes you relook at yourself. I have found myself surfing the net looking for new underwear, not the everyday M&S, these are satin corsets, adorned in lace, high heeled 'sex' shoes, thongs, basques and outfits I can wear with them which are sexy yet elegant...I'm looking for a combination of class and hooker!!! I've just ordered a pink and black corset and high heels. To wear something like this means that I take on almost another persona, not the everyday wife and mother but a woman with a set goal for the end of the evening.

It also makes you reasses your body, it's one thing your husband seeing you with the lights on and I have some friends who won't even do that!! But a virtual stranger?? You look at yourself through their eyes and try and see, what bits can I fix? I have started taking care more of what I eat, I'm taking up an exercise dance class, in the hope that it may help tone the bits that wobble! Its not that I don't want to do this for my husband but now I feel I want to do it for me, sometimes that's what we all forget to do!!

On checking the site I have had my profile viewed in excess of 500 times. For all I know it could be the same guy!! Each day messages come through, still from new guys too! It amazes me still whenever I look that there are so many. Someone once told me it was easy for a woman to have sex if she wanted to, now I see that...if I had taken half of the guys up on their various offers I would be up for a world record!!

So, today have received a message from Mr C he wants to go to
level 3 and meet me for a date - watch this space!!!!...


Lips x